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11/27/02
It is Turkey Day Eve. My house already started cooking stuff it is amazing. LOL. My dad is actually going to be home this Thanksgiving. His gout startd acting up again so he can't work. It is too bad that no one will be home with him besides Shelley and Justin. I miss Holidays over there but there is way too much fighting all the time. It is hard to remember one holiday that wasn't messed up for a little bit in NY. My sister came in yesterday evening. She hasn't gotten on my nerves yet which is great but for some reason squirrel is working my nerves and so is my mom. OH well. This is what the holidays are all about.

11/26/02
Yo! the was a car accident in front of my house this morning.I was getting dressed in my room and I hear this schreech and then a bang. So I run over to my window and I see these 2 cars both facing the wrong way in the wrong lane. So i grab my stuff for work and run down stairs. I asked them if they needed to use my phone or they wanted me to call the police. The one guy that claimed it wasn't his fault said yes so I did. They asked me questions about the location and the people involved but nothing too big. Both people looked ok and the cars weren't too messed up.
As for today my sister is coming in from NY today. And my car is finally supposed to be getting fixed. These next few days with Deb will be interesting to saythe least. We are supposed to go to Shampoo tomorrow hopefully we can go. There is a bunch of snow coming our way and it is supposed to hit weds. so that might be a problem. othere then that I don't have much planned. I was supposed to finish cleaning my room but I didn't. I played video games instead, :: shrugs :: she will have to deal with my room the way it is. Later......

11/25/02
Well at work now. Calling the damn insurance companies. I am on with a bitch of a customer service rep. She transfered me to a pretty nice one. Anyways I don't want to give you a play-by-play of my workday. I cleaned most of my room yesterday and tried to clean off my desk cause I need the room to fix my PC. It didn't work too well but I got all the trash off and put most of my CDs away. My MetallicA poster that was on my ceiling halfway fell down. It actually looks kinda cool like that and I think I am gonna leave it that way. Well I am still working on the site so I am gonna go back and do that. I think I will finally add more lyrics.

11/24/02
Oh my god!!!! I fucking updated my site. I have been neglecting this child of mine. I am still debating whether or not to keep this Daily Journal going. I feel really comfortable here but I write alot in my Live Journal. But in my Live Journal there are things that I wouldn't want everyone to read. And I write them there cause those people dont know I have a Live Journal. So maybe I will put stuff here still. Only time will tell. Deb is coming down soon and I have to clean my room soon cause she will probably be camping out there. Well that's all for now.

9/28/02
Damn haven't written on here in a long time. I don't really know what to write about. I didn't do much today but I found myself a personal mechanic which is great. He is Josh's dad and I think I am gonna take all my car troubles to him. He really knows what he is talking about or sounds like it. LOL. If he messes up something though I will cancel his car insurance. LMAO. Josh is here with me now. We just finished watching an amazing movie, Leaving Las Vegas with Nicholas Cage and Elizabeth Shue. I think I am going to go to the mall tomorrow. I want to get some posters or something to add to my room it is a little dull or old. My sister's friend met Avril Lavigne today. I so wish my sister would have at least went with her so she could get her autograph for me. Damn she is hot. LOL. I want you Avril.

9/22/02
Yesterday I was contacted by an old friend. This is someone I thought I would never hear from again. At first I wasn't even sure if I wanted hear from them again. I was all confused yesterday. Torn in two directions. I made up my mind and decided to do what my heart told me to do. I feel better now making the decision.
Well it is Sunday. My one day off. I think I will clean my room in a few. I never have anyone except the boys up here cause there are clothes and stupid stuff all over the place. I always relax on this day or try to do something. I was gonna ask my friend George to go to this club around here but I don't think I feel up to it. Chris brought over a bunch of movies that we were watching last night and we still have a few to watch so we will prolly do that. I am gonna go clean now and blast some music. See ya'll later.

9/21/02
I don't know what I am up to right now. I was just thinking about how different I was a few years ago. and different things. Just a bunch of random thoughts. Dunno why. My brain is running on hyper drive i guess. Well I can concentrate. Later.

9/20/02
Last night I drank for the first time in a while. It was pretty ok. I wasn't fiending for a drink or anything like that I was just in the mood. I bought a six pack of Bacardi Silver for me and drank 3 or 4 of them. I got me thinking more then I would have liked but all is good. I slept well and enjoyed talking with my bud. Right now it is the next night and I am hella bored. Steve and Chris are putting on a concert on my roof. I am talking to one of my favorite ppl and am generally happy at the moment. That is till my mind takes back over. Oh well can't run forever. I will make it last as long as possible.

9/17/02
Hmmm I sit here and stare at my buddy lists. There is someone on I want to IM but I don't. Why I am too scared to do it. So I sit here and think please IM me please IM me. But no it don't work like that. So do I do it. Do I take the risk to IM this person and hope we can get a friendly conversation going like we used to have. I don't know I am too busy waiting for her to make her move. Maybe I should get off my usually lazy ass and go for it. But of course I won't I am all thought and no action.

9/16/02
My first day back to work. It is dumb cause I have to sit next to this stupid woman who was talking all kinds of shit on me behind my back when I was sick. I can't do anything about it either out of respect for my mom and my job I will stay shut and not smack the shit out of her. I am glad she is leaving. I want a co-worker but I need someone I can trust. My leg is hurtng like a mofo and I don't really have anything I can put it up on just deal that's all I can do. I got some stuff to catch up on at work so I am gonna go now. Maybe I will add more later.

9/15/02
It sucks when you get sick on vacation but it also sucks when you get sick right after vacation. Upon returning from NY I got my typical sickness from my leg. I get the chills, my leg swells up and turns all red it is really nasty so I won't go on. So between Tues and Mon of the next week I was just going to work and coming home to try and sleep off my sickness. It didn't work well. Mon and Tues I went to the doctors they gave me meds and what not. By Wed my leg was a total mess. I couldn't take the pain and being sick anymore so we went to the emergancy room and I got admitted to the hospital. Being in the hospital sux ass. It was kinda fun at first all these ppl tending to you. It is the lazy man's dream but after a while it gets real old. And they don't let you take a shower. I was there for 4 and a half days. They did their jobs though my leg got better not all the way but almost. It is just kinda swollen now. I have to take it easy these next few days until it goes down completly. After that I have to make major changes in my eating and be more active. I am way to over-weight. I think I would probably die soon if I don't do something.

9/3/02
Well I am back from NY. I got back around 9 or something last night. I actually had a great time while I was there. I hung with my sister almost the whole time and amazingly she wasn't a bitch. We got our tattoos together. She took it like such a champ. Like maybe once she said it hurt. We went to her dorm on Sunday. Damn is that thing small. Her college is ok nothing spectacular but nice enough. She still needs alot of stuff for the room though. Moving her in and everyone going back to school makes me want to go back. I miss hanging out with friends at school and eating lunch and all that good stuff. I think if maybe I worked with co-workers I wouldn't miss it as much cause then I would be around people more. But I am stuck in this lilttle office with nothing but a PC to comfort me.

8/29/02 10:30 pm
I have to get ready for New York now. Make sure my room is clean and get some clothes together for the weekend. Make sure I have enough cash and anything else I may need. I am still hella tired but I wanted to watch some of the VMAs. Had to see Avril perform and see if she won the new artist award, which she did, YaY! I am really siked cause I kinda learned how to play "Sk8er Boi" the other day. I really wanna try it on an electric. And I want to learn more of her songs. Tabs and me aren't good friends. Well that's it I got to get on this cleaning thing.

8/29/02 (entry for 8/28/02)
Damn I am beat today. This happens every Thurs. that I go to Shampoo. This week was so wicked. Everything that happened set us up for the perfect evening. We got our medicine and made on our way in good time. It was raining but not that hard. We finally didn't get lost. When we got out of range of The X (our local rock station), we had to search for a new station. We found MMR (93.3 I think) and much to my pleasure they were playing a 20 song block of non other then the Boys in Black....... MetallicA! So we rocked out to them while we made our way to the club. It siked us up alot. When we got to the club we were ready to have the perfect night. We got there about 9:30 and hung out for a bit. We went in and danced. I lost George for a while then the mosh pit started and I found him again. Me and Josh both went into the pit for a little bit. He got his wrist stomped and I got a something to my lip. All's good though.
On the ride was where it really got intense. It had been raining all night and there was madd water on the road after passing this semi I hydroplaned. It was pretty damn scary and I was all over the road. Now it seems all a blur and I don't really remember how I got the car back under control and how I didn't hit the guardrails. But it felt like I was racing in an arcade game. After that I tried to stay around 45 the rest of the way home.

8/27/02
I am trying to decide whether or not to go to Shampoo this week. I want to cause I had such a great time last week but I don't know what I am going to do.
This girl Jess that I have been talking to has got me a little on edge too. Not anything bad it is just she is busy and whatnot with school now and work. I really want to get together with her but I don't think she wants to anymore. I wish she would just tell me she don't want to go out and then I would stop thinking about it. But I asked her the other week if she wanted to do something soon and she never answered me. Not a yes or a no. I wish it would have been something even if it was no. Dating is way too hard.

8/26/02
I had a very interesting conversation with my neighbor Alex today. First let me tell you about my neighbors. They are some crazy people but they are mad cool. The 2 girls that live there are wild and they like gettng high. The one chick Vanassa is bisexual and she is one of those "hardcore chicks". Everyone who lives there is on some kinda probation and they all know how to have a good time.
Well anyway I was talking to Alex about his sexcapads when he was younger. It was funny cause Josh was with me for a little while and Alex was asking him all these questions about being gay and stuff. Josh was all uncomfortable and shy even though he knows he is a freak. Basically Alex talked and all his orgies that he video taped. And he was talking about how he licks pussy which was pretty educational LMAO. Then we joked around about some other shit. It was cool to spend the evening just talking shit.