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"Disconnected" - Dry Cell Slip Away You're best is not good enough (Day), Day of reflection (After day), A life of rejection (Slip away), Sometimes I need to (Slip away), Want you (Say), Say that you'll help me (Say), Please don't you let me (Slip away), Sometimes I need to (Slip away), Are you? So far gone Every time it starts I try to slip away So far gone Every time it starts Chorus: Finally when I'm at my end (Something inside is gonna break you, Stand up) Nothing's like it was before I so wish I could just pretend (Something inside is gonna break you, Stand up) But there is nothing left to adore (Time), To be remembered (After time), Something I'll never (I find), Whatever I do (Defy), Do you (Take), World that I live in (And take), I'll never give in (Slip away), Whatever I do (Slip away), Love you So far gone Every time it starts I try to slip away So far gone Every time it starts Chorus Something inside is gonna break you, Stand up Something inside is gonna make you, Stand up (3x) Go! (Go!) I don't understand this world that we are living in People give you things so they can take them back again I don't want to be part of history I just want my life to be the way that it should be Every now and then I find a way to slip away Cuz every now and then there's only so much I can take If I find a way I would leave today (Way), Day of reflection (Home), Life of rejection (I don't know if I can find my) (Way), Say that youll help me (Home), Please don't you let me (Though it's hard sometimes I still try) (Way), Day of reflection (Home), Life of rejection (I don't know if I can find my way) Under The Sun Underneth the sun We measure our lives in years But they don't mean much Always fading away To things we can't touch I Didn't want you to go I Didn't want you to stay I Didn't want you to know What was inside of me We measure our lives in years But they don't mean much Always fading away To things we can't touch I never told you a lie I never meant to deceive I never gave you the time Or led you to believe Let it go Let it go Chorus: I'm all alone So far away Under the sun Sometimes you stay Sometimes you run I Don't want to be the only one Underneath the sun We measure our lives in years But they don't mean much Always fading away To things we can't touch I'm never seeing it through I'm always walking away Maybe I don't believe That it's inside of me We measure our lives in years But they don't mean much Always fading away To things we can't touch I can't believe that I'm lost I don't know how to survive I can't believe that I'm here And that I'm still alive Let it go Let it go Chorus Sometimes I feel I'm on my way Sometimes I feel I'm on my own It's harder and harder every day Nobody wants to be alone (2x) Chorus I was looking for myself Got lost along the way Now it feels like someone else Has got control of me Body Crumbles Finally recover And the mood is right Looking up into a neon sky The child in me takes over Guess it's been too long Since the last time that I tried to fly Chorus: Finally I find When I lose control Inside my body crumbles It's like therapy for my broken soul Inside my body crumbles All I need's a moment A chance to get away From the stressfulness of every day Know if I don't question And I never doubt Everything is gonna be okay Chorus I don't know if I'll be alright (repeat in backround 5x) Is it okay to be myself Why do we always have to fight Now I know it's It's alright Chorus (repeat with "I don't know..." in the backround) Last Time They say it's true Something's not right They laugh at you Hurting all the time and You just don't know why Destined to lose It's not right What can you do? All you do is fight and You're losing your insight Chorus: It's alright It's okay You're never far away It's so real It's so right This is the last time (x2) Hurting all the time And you just don't know why Who made this true? No, its not right You make it through Hurting all the time And you just don't know why They don't know you Not inside They have issues Fighting all the time Has made them lose their insight Chorus This is the last time This will be the last time This will be the last time The last time So fall asleep Be peaceful as you lay Forget about the world You're going to be okay Chorus Fighting all the time And you just don't know why This could be the last time (3x) They say it's true Something's not right They laugh at you Hurting all the time and you just don't know why Sorry I don't want a change inside of me, In respect to effect your life As we both grow cold (we both grow cold) It's the very first time that I can see Would you believe in me If I told you so (if I told you so) Chorus: Now you know how sorry feels (x4) A little bit of space you said you needed, You cheated, repeated, conceitedness (conceitedness) You say you made a big mistake you fake But I won't take you back For you're too much mess (you're too much mess) Chorus Everything you find, you want to take, take Everything that's mine you want to go, go If it doesn't shine, you think it's fake, fake I'll be doing fine and you won't and now you know Chorus (2x) I don't want a change inside of me, In respect to effect your life As we both grow cold (we both grow cold) It's the very first time that I can see Would you believe in me If I told you so (if I told you so) Now you know (4x) Silence I believe that I'm hanging by a string And I'm feeling so small in a world full of big things Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know And I just want to let go Understand that the way that I am Is a product of the scam that you pulled on the last man Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know And I just want to let go Chorus: Surprised my eyes were open Don't suffocate what's broken Are you ever done? Are you ever free? Silence makes me numb without you You believe that your changing everything And you're feeling so tall that you can't even see me Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know And I just want to let go Understand that the way that I am Is a product of the way that you underplay my hand Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know And I just want to let go Chorus How can this go on? Take it all from me Silence makes me numb without you Never meant to cause you pain Fighting aggravation Causing suffocation Never meant to cause you pain Fighting aggravation Causing suffocation I won't let you Chorus How can this go on? Take it all from me Silence makes me numb without you (2x) So Long Ago I was thinking back today And I remember everything Like all the things we used to say Chorus: I will be And I will show Follow me wherever I go But that was so long ago You assume that I've forgotten But how could I ever forget you? I know I'm having trouble letting go Though it was so long ago I was over you today But now I've dug up everything Sometimes it seems so hard to face Chorus You're the sunlight on my face And you're the one I can't replace And everything just seems to fall apart without a trace (repeat) Chorus (2x) Forever Beautiful I just want you to know That I want you to be safe Was it fate? No, I can't remember So much pain in the world I hate feeling this way They took you away I wish that I could be strong I wish that I could be brave I wish that I could be over and over True to the world Another summer fades away Chorus: Forever beautiful Don't ever think that I could not appreciate We all come full circle Whatever I'm to give I'll only complicate I just want you to know It isn't easy to face It's growing vague But I will remember I hear your voice every day It doesn't seem quite the same Took you away From me I wish that you weren't gone I wish that you could be saved I wish that you could be over and over True to the world Another summer fades away Chorus This isn't over There's no way I'm still denying everything This can't be right And possibly. . . I don't know if I'll ever Chorus Disconnected (Jilted) From a place in the back of my mind. There's no time for a reconcile. (Tilted) In a way that I cannot define. Gonna take what I know is mine. Chorus Close your eyes and watch me fly Everything I've left behind All I want is piece of mind DISCONNECTED How in the world did I get so free Nothing's gonna get to me Cause I'm far too happily DISCONNECTED (Deny) All the shame that you're feeling inside Runaway from the sense you hide (Don't try) We don't all suffer from lack of pride So get back to your so-called life Chorus All of my life, Answering to someone else Living to die, Never asked for your help Buried inside, It was here once nevermore Nowhere to hide, I'm still alive won't die To get rid of this pain I gotta fight, fight To get rid of you Is my right, right Take it away, I don't need this anymore, It's time to delay, My disconnected life Chorus (2x) Ordinary I saw a vision of you (today) And I won't do anything to make you feel betrayed Can't find the time to look inside And realize that I can't hide I can't be me unless you're there This situation's so unfair I look at you and tell myself That you're with me and no one else You need some help If not for you than for myself Chorus: It's hard to be honest with myself I need some time so I can figure out So I won't be ordinary (ordinary) I solved the mystery of you (today) And I don't show everything to everyone that way Can't find the time to look inside And realize that I can't hide I can't be me unless you're there This situation's so unfair I look at you and tell myself That you're with me and no one else You need some help If not for you than for myself Chorus I can't decide if I'm all right I feel inside I need some help But I'll deny the things I hide If not for you than for myself (repeat line 2x) I know there's better ways to be No, it's not easy and it's hard Chorus So I won't be ordinary 'Cause I'm not ordinary Brave Reach out! Nothing's there, I can't see Black out! Gets so cold I can't breathe Who's there? I'm sweating, though I'm freezing I'm scared, I'm venting, releasing Rewind! Just enough to know what's behind Does anybody know trust? In fact, has anybody seen me? Look back! Life is but a daydream Chorus: Satellite's receiving Are all my loved ones grieving? And does it matter at all? If I was brave enough to fall I'd find the answers But now my back's against the wall Forever Big world and I am feeling small The slow are faster And I know I don't have it all Together Today everybody's slacking Within I wish that I was back in High school where everything's easy No cares, just childhood teasing In fact, now it gets depressing Relax. Everything is stressing I don't know if I can take this But I'm somehow gonna make it through Chorus Go ahead and look at me now It's like I'm stuck in between Getting up or just falling down Is anyone there to catch me? 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"Lifer" - Lifer My Room Save yourself while you can Watch your back because I’m coming Wanna listen to me cry, I’m gonna try I’m back, one back for you to turn on Just face it What you're thinking about is impossible I can't take anymore listen to me Come to my room, in my bed But the whore inside you never goes away In the end it's o.k. But the hole inside you really shows Come with me before Now you're regretting what you're doing Wanna listen to me cry? I’m gonna try One slap in the face was all I needed to face it And now I’m thinking about my situation, my situation Come to my room, in my bed But the whore inside you never goes away In the end it's o.k. But the hole inside you really shows Can you feel it? The commotion Do you feel it? Don’t tell me no And if you don't Let the games begin! That scab from the past that you showed to me Wasn’t from me Too much television You lay by my side When everything's fucked Do you know why? Another slap in the face but not another for me One foot in the mouth another in the game Why do you regret what you want? Why do you resent me? When all that I wanted was you I’ve thrown myself away now because of you What more do you want from me? How does it feel? What do you want? Come to my room, in my bed But the whore inside you never goes away In the end it's o.k. But the hole inside you really shows Come to my room, in my bed But the whore inside you never goes away In my room, in my bed Ugly No use running I see you there No use hiding or lying I’m becoming you I’ll be all that I’ll be Beautiful, pitiful Beautifully, pitiful Look at yourself What do you see now? Ugly somehow I am ugly You are ugly We’re all ugly in the mirror. Clear day Sunny day Now cloudy day, good day My pain lasting too long But I love what I’ve become Beautiful, pitiful Beautifully, pitiful Look at yourself What do you see now? Ugly somehow I am ugly You are ugly We’re all ugly in the mirror. I’m not mentioning any names. I’m not mentioning any names. I’m not mentioning any names. I’m not mentioning any names. Look at yourself What do you see now? Ugly somehow I am ugly You are ugly We’re all ugly in the mirror. I am ugly You are ugly We’re all ugly in the mirror. Boring Come and take a look at what I’ve got inside Steppin’ up to me will make you question your mind So step up! Step up! And eat a piece of your pride Even the big look kind of small If you're gonna snooze ya' lose and don't forget it And if it happens again guess you're never gonna get it You’ll never learn that you'll never knock me over If you're offended by a freak stop coming to the show. No name calling everything will change What will you do now that everything is rearranged? How can you sit there and laugh about the things that I do when I try? Would you try for me? I’m fed up with everything but me When I think back to how it used to be Sit there and watch me pretend You bore me now You bore me now (What am I supposed to think?) Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me Come and take a look at what I’ve got inside Steppin’ up to me will make you question your mind So step up! Step up! And eat a piece of your pride Even the big look kind of small If you're gonna snooze ya' lose and don't forget it And if it happens again guess you're never gonna get it You’ll never learn that you'll never knock me over If you're offended by a freak stop coming to the show. No name calling everything will change What will you do now that everything is rearranged? How can you sit there and laugh about the things that I do when I try? Would you try for me? I’m fed up with everything but me When I think back to how it used to be Sit there and watch me pretend You bore me now You bore me now (What am I supposed to think?) Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me You bore me now You bore me now (What am I supposed to think?) Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me Come and take a look at what I’ve got inside Steppin’ up to me will make you question your mind So step up! Step up! And eat a piece of your pride Even the big look kind of small No name calling everything will change What will you do now that everything is rearranged? How can you sit there and laugh about the things that I do when I try? Would you try for me? I’m fed up with everything but me When I think back to how it used to be Sit there and watch me pretend You bore me now You bore me now (What am I supposed to think?) Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me You bore me now You bore me now (What am I supposed to think?) Boring, somehow you think you're so Swallow As I wake I open my eyes I find, I realize My drive was so far but close enough to go Compelled by someone or something Who knows the real me? I showed you everything and you took from me Spit it out Pull it out I come when you amuse me. So take my hand Will you show me what you like? I will show you what I like Will you touch me there? While I’m touching you If I told you I loved you and without you I would die I lied to you I lied to you Fuck me! Spit it out Pull it out I come when I’m amused by you Spit it out Pull it out I cum only when I’m in you If I told you that I lied If I told you that I lied I’m a liar. It might be in you It might be masturbation Find comfort in you Feel my desperation On your skin On your lips On your tongue In your mouth Do you spit? Do you swallow? It might be in you It might be masturbation Find comfort in you Feel my desperation On your skin On your lips On your tongue In your mouth Do you spit? Do you swallow? Spit it out Pull it out I come when I’m amused by you Spit it out Pull it out I cum only when I’m in you Do you realize my drive? No Need Remember things that I forget It isn't now and wasn't then Now I’m laying on my back again I don't care I let you win, again I don't need anything I’ve left behind No need for any one to show me how Don’t lie to me I’ve already lied to myself It didn't bother me, so don't bother Believe me when that I say that it wasn't me I’m just a friend that likes to pretend I don't know how that you think that I don't care I gave in I let you win I don't need anything I’ve left behind No need for any one to show me how Don’t lie to me I’ve already lied to myself It didn't bother me, so don't bother me! It’s what I am so understand. It’s what I am so understand. I don't need anything I’ve left behind No need for any one to show me how Don’t lie to me I’ve already lied to myself It didn’t bother me, so don't bother me! Parade It’s raining I know you think that everyone is looking at you Why do you think everyone is looking at you? You think it's funny? Well I’m starting to You better get in It’s raining on your parade You better go back inside Before the big one comes and washes us all away I know you think that everyone is looking at you Why do you think everyone is looking at you? You think you're stunning Well I’m stunning too You better get in It’s raining on your parade You better go back inside Before the big one comes and washes us all away When the sun shines And dries up all of the rain It’s all the same it doesn't matter But if it doesn't shine And take away the blame Then it's not the same It’s not the same You wanted this, another point of view And then I saw another side of you Roses turn black when I’m blue Fuck me? Well fuck you too! It’s raining on your parade You better go back inside Before the big one comes and washes us all away When the sun shines And dries up all of the rain It’s all the same it doesn't matter But if it doesn't shine And take away the blame Then it's not the same It’s not the same New Take another hit and it makes me big again In, out, and around my head again Here, and I’m never giving up because I don't wanna leave today My situation declines The tension rises above everything I see Let it go Let it go You can't have everything now One more hit to forget the path again Now I’m on my back again Down, and I’m never getting up because I don't wanna move today My motivation declines The temperature rises above everything I feel Let it go Let it go You can't have everything now Let it go Let it go You can't have everything now You’ve seen this happen before You know it's not a mistake If you've seen it before you'll see it again You fell asleep when I was awake You left me blind Left behind When all I feel is hate All that I hate All I’ve hated Let it go Let it go You can't have everything now Let it go Let it go You can't have everything now You can't have everything, now Disbelief Tell me when you've had enough I know I need some Really? Huh? Do you want some of this? Do you wanna try? Do you think that you've had enough? You tell me you're falling in love But I know that you sleep alone Really? Huh? Do you want some of this? Do you wanna cry? Do you still think that you love me? I believe in nothing but me (I asked you something) (You think you know everything) (I don't believe that shit) (Can you believe this shit?) You tell me you think you are right But I know that you are not Really? Huh? Do you want some of this? Do you wanna try? Do you still think you are right? I believe in nothing but me (I asked you something) (You think you know everything) (I don't believe that shit) (Can you believe this shit?) I believe in nothing but me (I asked you a question) (You think you know everything) (I don't believe that shit) (Can you believe this shit?) I believe in nothing but me (I asked you something) (You think you know everything) (I don't believe that shit) (Can you believe this shit?) Blurred Make up your mind What’s your decision? Don’t say that to me! Looking back to before Was it me that pushed you out the door? Now I am the one that you want to meet I can't shake your hand You starred at you son But not for long I wasn't the one that gave you up Believe in your son because I’m right here You were never there It’s not like before Somewhere in the middle of it all You’re looking at me Thinking back to before It wasn't me that pushed you out the door Now I am the one that you want to meet You’re my newest fan You starred at you son But not for long I wasn't the one that gave you up Believe in your son because I’m right here You were never there You starred at you son But not for long I wasn't the one that gave you up Believe in your son because I’m right here You were never there You were not there It’s not fair Do you care? I don't care now You’re still not here It’s not fair You don't care I don't care Heave And you try to get the fuck up Listen to me If you're scared drop to the floor Try to think about something Need a change because everyone looks the same Only one of us can remain I’m not changing never for you Some people look good on their knees But you look the best, and you try to get the fuck up Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Everyone listen to me Everyone drop to the floor Try to think about nothing Need a change because everything is the same Only one chance to offend I’m doin' it and I’m doin' it well Some people look good on their knees But you look the best, and you try to get the fuck up Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Needed something to pass the time Never wanted to cross the line One step changes everything Then everything blows Not Like You Why do you insist that you are right and I am wrong? I know I’m no Jesus Christ But I’m no different than you What if I was everything you wanted? Would you still point and laugh me? I cried once but never again Not again I am not like you So you don't like me I am not like you You are so resistant Never listening to anything other than what's familiar Unfamiliar with everyone else What if I was everything you wanted? Would you still point and laugh me? I cried once but never again Not again I am not like you So you don't like me I am not like you What if I was everything you wanted? Would you still point and laugh me? I cried once but never again Not again I am not like you So you don't like me I am not like you I am not like you So you don't like me I am not like you Breathless Offended by my obscenity Mouth full of soap Cleansing me Asking for a little empathy Mouth is stained please let me Breathe Don’t breathe don't breathe I can't breathe Breathe Don’t breathe don't breathe I can't breathe I am suffocating I am suffocating I am suffocating I am so frustrated Drowning in my insecurity I am on my hands and knees Begging for a little sympathy Begging you to help me Breathe Don’t breathe don't breathe I can't breathe Breathe Don’t breathe don't breathe I can't breathe I am suffocating I am suffocating I am suffocating I am so frustrated Perfect At one time close now somehow far No more oppression No more scabs To heal or pick open again Attention strayed from everything I will never believe again I don't think anything is true Is anything for certain? Can’t take the place of you But it takes the place of nothing When everything is perfect Why is everything so rotten? It can't take the place of place of place of me in you To think how some were wanting me I’m close to something wrong to me If I confess you'll lie to me I think of something Wondering if I will ever believe again I don't think anything is true Is anything for certain? Can’t take the place of you But it takes the place of nothing When everything is perfect Why is everything so rotten? It can't take the place of place of place of me in you As I walk away from you How can I how can I Look at you when I feel this way now How can I how can I Look at you when I'm pissed off somehow How can I how can I Look at you when I feel this way now How can I how can I Look at you when I'm pissed off some How can I how can I Look at you when I feel this way now How can I how can I Look at you when I'm pissed off somehow Somehow Somehow |
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